I'M FLYING OFF TO JAPAN TODAYYYYYYYY!
super super excited! :D
watashiwa debra desu!
HAHA!
happy happy happy! (:
will only be coming back on 8th june at abt 12 plus! :D
miss me ppl! HAHA
actually a few days ago, i didnt rly have the mood to
go to japan anymore.
but i've figured it out,
why sld i let that matter affect me so greatly?
yes, i admit i was damn hurt and heartbroken at that moment and for the next day.
through this matter,
i've realised how much my friends care abt me.
so why sld i carry on living in the past?
you've made a great impact in my life. so great that i cant seem to forget you.
you gave me the happiest moments and best memories that i can have while,
i gave you the worst moments and worst memories that you can ever have.
i'm truly sorry abt that. i jus dont know why i acted like that last time, treated you differently and badly.
i've learnt from this and i promised to change and i will.
not for you, but for myself.
you know i'm typing all these not cause i want attention.
it's jus how i rly feel. i hope deep down inside you, you actually know that.
be true to yourself and to your feelings.
i hope somewhere deep inside you, still lies our happy memories.

okay, i've gtg!
need to rush off for trainingggggg.
looking forward to japan! :D